Anger Management...

I am pissed off... thanks one of the permanent buggers of my Life.....who called me this morning...and spoiled all my plans for
vacations....but the bugger doesnt know that i have become strong
enough to resist these idiotic doings.....motu called after that and made me realise that there are people who love me more....and i am welcome to step in there lives anytime...but i am upset....being a super sensitive person...and agressive as i am.... this sets off the fireworks in my head...
Why people cant see others happy... boomm....
why some people just want to spoil the moods..k...bommm....
why they are just happy wiping smiles..ssssssssssssboom....
why they want to control lives of others...kaboom kaboommm...

ok ok i cant explain this any better...but somehow i just want to go and give a tight slap to this bugger...and bring him in senses....I want to tell him its ok if people are laughing you do not need to frown....its ok if ppl love each other selflessly....
and its perfetly normal if people want to spend time n money for people who are not relatives...
some people just do not understand the value of feelings like love,
patience, sacrifice and care...and no matter how many examples you set they will never understand....its only because they do not want to change...its because they cannot overcome there own fears...and want other people to have the same fears as they have.....
Strong people come out of it and weak tend to give away.But I remember one of the ppl i admire a lot told me....you are not a weakling....
so i am struggling to come out as a strong person.....and fight these thoughts for people who love me...