The Homemaker effect..

What m i talking about...i wanted to call it a housewife effect but then i dont want any Dharna from 'Homemakers' who consider it derogatory...
Well...I had stayed home for nearly 8 months....reasons...1. I desp wanted a break. and KC's US assignment was offering one...2. I wanted to recover...i wanted to restart myself..mentally and physically...
Though I exactly did what I wanted to do those days....read.....sleep....roam...and not be bothered by any thing or anyone....but it did come with a side effect...Now I dont want it to end..:(...
Workplace does'nt offer me the security of home anymore...Its wild and I knw days to come are going to be tougher than before...but I am recharged and ready...
I have also lost my fierce edgy attitude....thats good.....good because..my colleagues will find me more amiable...earlier i knw i was challenging ppl to match up... I knew that was bad but i couldnt realize it untill now... it made ppl jealous...when they cudnt...while i was just having fun to satiate my Ego.. and thats bad...
I read something that Warren Buffet said earlier and that brought me on a reality check ...here it is :
What are three traits of successful managers?
Buffett:
Passion is the number one thing that I look for in a manager. IQ is not really that important. They need to be able to work well with others and the ability to get people to do what you want them to do. I’d say intelligence, energy, integrity. If you don’t have the last one, the first one will kill you. All you have is a crook who works hard.

I think i loose on integrity part...with the trait i told above...now i knw and this empowers me...I want to meet him someday I wish i can....