Weighty issues....

The non-creative intervals are getting longer and longer now...
I have been grossly involved in work....i am onto my 2nd development project and 4th project in all since i joined fidelity..It feels great ....work always makes me happy....Bhawna is back from boston and its good to have somebody to talk to in office again....the space had been empty for nearly 2.5 months..
Other than work one more thing has been on a rise...thats my weight!!! i have reached the upper limit of my weight cycle...i hope i will start loosing automatically...
while discussing this weighty issue with someone in late 40's...i got to know that its difficult to loose wt after 30's...i still have 2 yrs to go.... but I am worried!!! more so scared!!!
I am amused when people react 'Oh you have gained so much weight'...sometimes i feel like answeing 'Are you an exception to weight gain ??' in my angry mood
and 'I am loving it !! ' when i am in a funny mood...
when I was the Ms perfect figure my colleagues and seniors used to attribute all my sucess to my looks...and never took me seriously ...but now everybody is listening when i speak and it feels good....
I am getting uneasy not because reactions and comments(i hardly listen)...but for a runner with 11s timing in a 100 meter sprint.. weight is something to be thrown away....
i remember how much i loved to run ahead of my sports buddys during warm ups...and used to do an extra round or two...sure had many motivations around.. :)
This time kapil is not challenging me to loose weight....but a with a wedding in jan I do not have much time...
so with this weight issue ahead of me...CIAO..