I have lost track of myself....i had given myself completely to the flow....let things go as they are...but its time to get back to myself...i think my yearly hibernation which almost lasts for 2 months every year has ended recently and I am waking up to Life....to see where I am and assess if I was supposed to be here or somewhere else???
With 6 years in this relationship...and thanks to my keen observation i know what how my behavior would be at a certain point of time...
Earlier i used to think a lot...think a lot about perfection in life....how can i change things...lately my focus is on to change myself...look inside me...why i do certain things ...why i dislike certain things...and how people look at me....also i said in one of my earlier posts that I am keen on discovering if any link to past life exists...in this eureka journey i have discovered....
People only get to see what i thnk about myself....when i feel i am looking good...people compliment me....when i think i am ugly...i get 'are you sick?' comments....
It never really does matter how hard i work to my manager...but how I show it matters...point taken...now on life will be easy to him...:D)))my message to him - do not expect perfect behavior from me any more....only indifference...
never saw u so confused while writing - looks like you just needed a good puke of your mind out here. Good luck lady, into the changes u are planning 20 days from now.
ReplyDeletenever saw u so confused while writing - looks like you just needed a good puke of your mind out here. Good luck lady, into the changes u are planning 20 days from now.
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