Cat & mouse story

I think sensitive people suffer more than egoists...because sensitive people are more like 'touch me not' leaves...they recoil at any odd confrontation....anything that remotly hurts them....while egoist stays strong in every position...well coming back to the Soap opera called life..so many clouds (some with thoughts) have been eclipsing my mind just like the gurgaon sky..and its rain time now..well so with the chronic depression i have been in since mid 2007 is still there ....more that now i have words for it...my job...s**ks (well you can say -whoose doesnt??) and my body has betrayed me .....with all this medication i am
compensating for all those healthy years i was proud of...i was never a sick child...my mom doesnt remember if i ever felt sick with every change of season or had even cold...i was a healthy / hyperactive kid...but now i am waiting for all this medication to stop...and detox my body....not only its toxicating my body but also my mind...it reminds me day by day that i lack something....that i am not normal like other married girls...that i cannot just be a mom without medical help...you might say 'big deal -infertility is common'..I am hurt as i took good care of myself always..moreover my boss makes it difficult for me to survive....since i am stressed i cannot concentrate on work....and he has got all the points against me not to give me a good raise...he has got reasons to prove me wrong now which otherwise was difficult...i can define this situation exactly in one line "When the mouse laughs at the cat, there's a hole nearby. " so I am the cat....and my boss is laughing at me.....and my goodbye is the hole.... One day he is going to be very sorry for it....
not that i will make him feel so...but GOD is there...and he is looking....my boss should understand that taking advantage of a persons vulnerability is not bravery....