Monday, 18 June 2007

yaaaahhh................

yaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh...yawning.... a very imp part of my life. some years back yawning in the middle of day was sign of being unfit. Now its completely fine as far as the person sitting next to me , n next to him keeps repeating it.
i belong to a much desired community in todays India. A community which is young, can be dynamic but slogs on to work, can be brilliant but avoids it, should be proud of being an indian but condemns the country as a whole, and last but not the least, would pack bags on slightest hint of oppurtunity.
Well ur guesses are right i m talking abt the Software community, young, dynamic, brilliant indians.Ironically, they proove mettle all round the world, bring glory to the country which they detest.
My oldman a retired army personnel had planted nationalist saplings right in my early years.Untill college i have been nurturing them. but now i am unaware of what there condition is.coz i am in middle of a dilemma churning up my mind, n consuming all my energy...to be here(India) or not to be here(US).
Meeting parental expectations,I became a successful software engineer, in one of the leading firms. i am a software engineer but word successful is yet vague to me. Success to me sometimes means, rise, attention, appreciation, promotion.......and the list goes on.
Yet serious contemplation makes me conclude Success should be something which brings happiness, and though above things cud make me happy, why every morning makes me slog on and on.....well sloggin, chattin, mailin and lots of in's like this are now a part of my daily liv'in...
So Success is what i want to talk abt.so dear SE's gimme ur much awaited inputs...........

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