Friendship, this word has always eluded me. right from the age of 5 when i found my first best friend. For me she was the best friend......untill the age of 15 when i realized i was nothing for her till now...i was just a mean to get good grades,n was being exploited.....we broke apart...that memory is still fresh....but now she says i am still her best friend. She can't forget me..but that fondness in my heart is now replaced by nothing more than affection for an old acquaintance...no love at all...
i cant understand myself .....when i love i love completely and when i hate ....god save..... i dont want to do it but still it happens....hatred springs out on every possible chance....
had many friends since then but truly speaking could never trust anybody yet... whenever somebody says he/she wants me to be there for him/her....i just cant stop grinning.
today Friendship is nothing... just another business....just another means..just another give 'n' take...
i doubt how many ppl truly love being criticized by their friends. how many don't fall apart after this.. well well i think i belong to a altogether different school of thought...:):)
Have stopped making friends..reason...cant tolerate selfish, egoistic and idiotic people.....
hmm... wont deny that I dont agree with what you have said. But still my abhi dear,a grey cave shud nt stop u frm believing that there may be spring just at the next turn. :) Who knows? ;-)
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